So, I'm 30. The big 3-0. No longer will I see that young, innocent, sweet little "2" in the front of my age, but instead the "3" has taken over. Honestly, I find it incredibly fun and exciting. Seriously. Not even an ounce of "pretending" to love being in my 30's, or even wanting to hold on to that 29. Anyone else feel that way turning 30? I am fully embracing and loving 30. And here's why...
I LOVED my 20's. I LIVED in my 20's. I grew leaps and bounds in my 20's. I experienced so many milestones, people, and cultures. I saw God and met God in so many big huge ways, I still can't digest it all! I lived in 4 different states, graduated college, started life in the "real world," lived overseas, visited over 20 states, and stepped foot in over a dozen countries. THAT is living. It was such a FUN decade. I. Am. OVERWHELMINGLY. Blessed.
I never settled for average or mediocre. I pursued God with reckless abandon. I had nothing to lose but the chance of not walking through every door and journey God had waiting for me. And I didn't miss one single thing. I was willing and waiting for God's prompts and calls.
I encountered some great relationships. Did life, for better or worst, with so many different people. Learned valuable life lessons. I hurt, cried, laughed, loved, and at times simply took a deep breath and took it all in.
I got to know me. I got to know my God. I was challenged and pressed more than I thought possible, yet each time He equipped me with all I needed to persevere. I learned that regardless of how much you think you might have grown, there's still so much more refining to come. I was humbled, rocked, broken, and found myself, at times, barely at a crawl in my walk with Him. BUT, regardless of where I was, regardless of how bad I had screwed things up...He. Was. There. He never left. Humbling, overwhelming, and completely awesome. Thank you Lord.
I may not have left my 20's how I envisioned, but I definitely did more than I thought possible. I am thankful for all I did, all I saw, and all the people along the way. So here's to what was, and here's to what is to come! 30's, I hope you're ready!!!
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God has truely done amazing things with you and through you. I may have eventually found his love but am truely grateful you are the one who introduced me to his love and through this process...Your Love. Through you he taught me the true meaning of life, relationship, family, friends, responsibility, and most importantly love. You are an amazing servant and I am excited to see what He has in store for you, me and us in this next decade.
I love you
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